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R.I.P Ryan Watson…

12/30/2009 - Posted by RV in ARCHIVES, FRIENDS OF RV

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In the last 24 hours I have felt every emotion God gave me…

More than anything, hurt has run through every inch of me… Not a word, not a sign, just gone… Ryza aint here no moreHe’s not fuckin here… Im fucked, I dont know why im writing this shit, but im writting regardless of ‘why’… It’s gettin written ’cause I never got to say it.

You were my rock mate, Crystelle’s rock, Dazza’s, Nicola’s, Dwayne’s, Callum’s, Hooper’s, Jared’s, Swann’s, HB’s, Gul’s rock… OUR ROCK… That was you mate… That’s what hurts right now, when we were down we had you looking on the bright side, you sayin’ ”keep ya chin up cunt”… You sayin’ ”You’ll be right mate”… It makes it hard Ryza… Real hard… I didnt realize how much I loved ya til I worked home from Chaibo’s off my skull this morning… Every fuckin step ate me… It hit me like one of your layback Travolta’s on the KB dance floor… Im sitting here lookin through photos of ya, ’cause thats whats left… Photos and memories… Fuckin good memories too, some of my best memories have your fuckin freckles in ’em…

I wish I had of known what was goin through your head… We all do… I wish that more than anything… More than anything in this fuckin strange world… I just wish you had of told one of us… You know you could of… I just dont know why you didn’t… I never will…We never will

If there is one thing we have, it’s the strongest group of mates you can ask for… And we just got stronger… You were something else mate, something else altogether, one of the most unique humans I have ever met… There will never be anyone in my life… OUR LIFE, like you again… YOU WERE A ONE OF A KIND… And your making me cry again… You’re gone and your still shittin me… AND I FUCKIN LOVE YOU FOR IT.

Heaven doesn’t know what it’s in for… We had a few too many beers for ya last night, and I know you’re doin the same… Dont drop in on my old boy while you’re up there…

Molly and Spence, you just got yourself a couple of hundred aunties and uncles…

WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU… YOU’RE UNFORGETTABLE

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MUCH LOVE MATE… R.I.P